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October 16 A lovely poem-- The strength of a premature mother's loveI read this poem on a blog where all premature babys' mother get together
to share their experience. It is a very useful website. I got a lot of information and support over there.
I can not help tearing when I read this poem. It is exactly my thought.
The strength of a preemature mother's love
Twenty-six weeks, too early to be born
This is only the beginning of a long rough storm
Such a tiny baby, almost not even alive
I look at my mother and wonder how she'll survive
It'll be weeks, maybe even months of waiting
Right now my mothers hope is quickly fading
I see the pain in her eyes as she stares through my plastic walls
She wonders if I'll even survive this at all
How badly I want to tell her she's not to blame for my early birth
That it was God that sent me to this earth
He knew my mother's strength, the strong will she had
To teach her to look to him, when things get really bad
Right now I have tubes and wires every which way
My mother at my side, everyday she prays
The miracle of a child goes sorely misunderstood
My mother would help me, if only she could
No reason at all the doctors to give
All they care now is how long I have to live
They say its a long hard road with lots of bumps along the way
And to take things as they come day to day
It's been three weeks since I first saw my mother's face
She wonders if we'll ever leave this place.
Blood tranfusions, infections, surgeries-
Not a day goes by without the worries
Wishing, hoping, pausing to pray
My mother wonders, "Will my baby make it through the day."
It's now been two months since my tragic birth
I'm not a pound anymore, I'm starting to get some girth
All I have left is to learn to eat
Even that is such a huge feat
Finally the day comes, I get to go home!
In my mother's arms, I'm no longer alone
As we enter the front door, my mother drops to her knees
She thanks the Lord for hearing her pleas
The strength of a mother is something I can't explain
But through her love, my life was sustained
Mother and daughter finally where they should be
Two miracles together for everyone to see
The miracle of my life is not something to take of light
Both my mother and I, put up a hard fight
We both thank the lord above everyday that goes by
Because he was there always by our side
January 19 Live WriterLive writer is new for me. Saw it in Zhangjian’s blog. I see how it works now. Good. Especially for me. August 19 耶稣基督会保佑我吗有时候很自私。
在一切都很顺利的时候,我不会想到基督。
但是当我遇到我自己解决不了的事情(非学术问题),使我郁闷,我就会祈祷,从心里祈求耶稣的帮助。
我没有感知到神的回复,可能我还不够虔诚。
但是当我从基督的理念去分析问题,真的让自己心情舒缓了很多。
每当这时,我开始相信,可能这就上帝在帮助我。真的感谢他。
可以,当我一切顺利,心情大好的时候,我却没有想到去感恩,像基督徒那样。
其实真实中的我,是非常懂得感恩的人。‘滴水之恩,当涌泉相报“
不知道这样自私的我,只有需要他的时候才想到他,上帝会保佑我吗? August 16 学车了呵呵,咱也开始学车了。
第三次坐在驾驶位子上,今天已经从容很多了,老公在一边指导着,当然大多是指出错误。我自己则给自己加油,起码左右转弯都转的不错了,虽然有时候老公会说我占了每人的lane.
人家都说练车是最伤夫妻感情的。虽然,练了三次已经学会变被动为主动了,在老公发威前,先自我批评一下,然后撒下轿,就好了,老公只有无奈的苦笑了。嘻嘻
说实话,现在停车场上开车还凑合,但是见了车就慌了,真佩服东娜MM,练了20分钟就上路了。要是我,估计就爬在马路中间不敢动了。
不过,对自己有信心,应该很快就能上路了。。。。。 |
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